Breath..

Have you ever just had that moment when everything gets so crazy all you want to do is sit back and relax and you can't find the time to simply just breath. Lately that's how it has been. I have been more busy now than I have ever been in my whole life put together in one day. Or so it feels like. I have test after test and then priorities to see my friends and see my boyfriend. It almost seems like the weekend is only a total of 2 hours. And some how I am supposed to go to the gym, see my boyfriend, see my friends, clean the house, community service, spend time with my father, and study. It would be easy if all that were about 5 minutes long. I could honestly stay at the gym for 5 hours and I could spend days on end with my friends and my boyfriend. There is just not enough time in the day or week or month or year for that matter, to get everything I want to be done. If only the minutes could last a little longer. I heard once that time flies when you're having fun. Well that couldn't be more true now. I feel like I just started school and I'm already my third week in. I love to study and to learn and to go to class, so my school days are a flash and like I said the weekend are about 2 hours long. I know you are probably thinking with all this time I don't have how the hell did I find time to write. Well I love to write and I figure I can squeeze one more drop of time. Actually, today we have no school. We must have got a whole foot of snow. You would think living in Indiana we would be used to snow. But no. Every winter everyone is soo amazed of this white stuff falling from the sky and they act as if Armageddon is happening. Even though I have the day off I still have to study. Life doesn't stop when school is closed. Or when my car is buried under the snow. I have 2 tests tomorrow. Micro Bio Lab and Nutrition. Hopefully laying in bed with my books surrounding me I will be able to study and find the time to just have some me time. I just want to sit back and breath. I don't have a job but I'm a full time student. And to me that is just like having a job. But with a little bit more studying. Even when I get a break from school, I never really truly get a break. I still have worries on my mind about what I should be studying, how can I get ahead of my classes and how hard will the next set be. Its a very stressful life but I love waking up and wondering what I'm going to learn next.

(my car is in the picture somewhere.. taken this morning)